A previously unknown weight pulled itself from Lucien’s mind, and he felt his gaze slowly slide into focus. Delilah was gone, had been for many years, would never need his protection from the crash of thunder. The portrait was gone too, burned, smashed, buried. Memories Lucien had worked so hard to bury and forget were so easily brought to the surface in a single encounter with one of King’s crew. And now that they had been brought back up, Lucien would need to take the time to bury them again.
He was aware of the fledgeling’s rambling, her desperate state. Lucien could always claim ignorance, that he was still under some form of spell. But he did not let Nessa go, hearing the sloshing of the bottle as she sated herself.
“They do indeed. Perhaps we can go look for them once this passes.” Lucien said softly. “It will be alright, this will all be over soon.” If the bottle found itself empty, another would sneakily take its place. Lucien did not know what had gotten his fledgeling into this state, but something drove him to comfort her. At the very least, Lucien could ensure that Nessa knew what it was like to be full.
The cold was the only thing the sparkling buildings seemed willing to offer beyond the silent, long dead corpses that hadn’t flown away to King’s call. Leo had searched high and low, navigated halls and nooks in search of some threat to satisfy his guardian’s question. Satisfied that they were as safe as possible, provided the buildings themselves wouldn’t rise up like the golden veined monsters that guarded the caves; Leo shifted his focus to finding anything of value. The sparkling grandeur of the structures was eye-catching, glittering gems that could never be removed without total destruction, and Leo knew they had more than enough crystal to carry outside, seeping metallic blood onto the white banks of snow.
His wandering given purpose he turned his attention to the buildings he had noted to be larger and more lavish, assuming that the people of the past who had built this strange, crystalline nest likely followed the same thinking as those who built today. Those who possessed more value would be the ones granted larger homes, and those with larger homes were likely to have more things. More things would increase his chances of finding something of value, at least to those who craved the clink of coin or the shine of jewels.
While digging through a set of drawers that held only decayed and rotted cloth a soft scuff echoed through the empty chambers of the building he had chosen, nearly imperceptible if not for the dead air around him. His dull sword instantly pulled free of the rope, thoughts instantly going to King and his men, and the possibility that one might have been left behind to keep the Hard Nox suitably buried in this icy tomb. Only the small scuff, not enough to be caused by more than a single pair of feet. One enemy would be easy enough to dispatch.
Leo tore through the door with savage ferocity, a growling battle cry stuck in the back of his throat as he dove into the street with his weapon held high, aiming to bludgeon his enemy before they had a chance to react. His sword fell behind him, however, as he hastily dropped it in his realization with a clattering sound of metal to stone. Instead of an enemy come to work foul magic, Leo found himself sliding to an uncomfortably close stop with Alys, her warmth palpable in the chilled air that separated them.
”Oh, uh, Starbird!” Leo’s voice echoed from around them as he stepped back toward the doorway he had sprang from. “I guess I got a little lost making sure it was safe. Did Caleb send you to find me?” He couldn’t keep the accusation from his tone, the displeasure that he couldn’t quite source. It would have been easy to say he was upset about the earlier confrontation with the Quartermaster, but that answer didn’t sound right in Leo’s mind. He shook his head, subtly, to try and dislodge the malaise that accompanied the rapid flash of mental images focused on Alys and Caleb whispering to one another in darkened rooms. ”Are-are you okay?” The blood and bandaging seemed to cover Alys more than her clothes, and her pallid complexion washed away his displeasure with a wave of overwhelming concern. Why hadn’t she stayed closer to him, so that he could better have protected her? He certainly would have done a better job than Caleb had, even if it had cost him his own skin.
"Bad things!" Vena reiterated. They didn't know what would happen, just that bad things would happen if the blood wasn't fresh. Fortunately, they were spared having to have more of this awkward discussion when the archer decided to join them, and started off with the ubiquitous can we talk?
Vena leaned in a little towards the pyromancer. "You sure it's not romantic?" They had watched many relationships play out with some bemusement, and the line can we talk often featured quite heavily, usually after things had gone horribly wrong and often before they went horribly wronger. That was all the more reason not to get involved in that sort of thing, in Vena's opinion.
"So!" This much more cheerfully, including both of them even if still speaking to the sorceress. "Did you want me to leave you alone with the lass that shot you or is this one of those situations where I should stick around in case someone needs a slit throat?"
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Speak of the devil. Figuring it was due to the fact that she had just been approached by Alys, who soon dipped away to find Leo, Juniper set their jaw and did their best to not seem apprehensive. They understood Beck wanting to get away from Alys, but they didn't understand how they could be the first person on her list to approach, given they had just previously been shot by her. The changeling looked to Vena from the corner of their eye and shook their head. "It's decidedly not," they said dismissively. "And no one will need a slit throat right now. Just- do whatever you think you should, I guess."
They then turned their attention to Beck. Juniper gave a nod, though they were clearly not looking forward to it. "I don't know what exactly you're wanting to talk about here, or what you expect to get out of it. Go ahead."
Beck looked down in fear after the stranger’s threat, not of the threat itself but of possibly not earning Juniper’s forgiveness. The sorcerer’s response washed over her like a wave, only to pull that relief back with the final, cold “go ahead.” Beck stuttered.
“I d-didn’t mean to do it. You must know it was an accident, Juniper, I never meant to hurt you…” Beck’s eyes oscillated between Juniper and her hands, clenched tightly around her bow.
***
Emryk pushed the door open before Caleb could decide if it was safe to go in unarmed or not. He reached down for his weapon, only to be surprised by the brush of his hand over the grip of a dagger on his belt that he didn’t remember putting there. He looked down and-
“Caleb- Put the knife down. You don’t want it like this.”
Had he plucked it out her and had no memory of it? Or maybe it was the one she had refused to pick up. The blood on his hands was still there, drying, as if it would never come off…
Caleb took a couple steps back, resting his back on a cold pillar. It was hard to breathe, what the fuck was he going to-
"Where are we going?"
Think like a bastard. The voice echoed, uninvited but necessary to remind him there were more important things to do. Caleb caught up to Emryk at the foyer moments after he finished his inquiry, looking around the space. It wasn’t like any of the rich people's houses Caleb had ever seen before, but it looked like something worth looting.
“This is where we're going to rest and regroup. It'd be stupid to keep trying to find a way out when half our people are dying." He walked under the arch leading to the next room and plopped down on one of the couches - not made of glass, thankfully. “Go get Hester and tell the others we’ll be staying here. It’s gonna be a long night and we have a lot of things to discuss.”
For a moment, Alys watched as the girl trotted off down the street, like elusive prey eager for an escape. Poor, childish girl, so caught up in yesterday's dance that even the bullshit of today couldn't distract her. Lucky girl; for more than one reason too - Alys hadn't even tried to rile her up.
Shaking her head slightly, the fae turned back around and began to walk quietly up the street, further and further away from the group. After all, she had two jobs now: to scout and find goddamn Leo. The massive, gaudy sword remained in her grasp, raised slightly - defensively - despite the fatigue in her arms. The fatigue that she felt fucking everywhere. But someone had to do it.
Every once in a while, she passed a smaller alley or street. Some ended abruptly, while others stretched on an on, far enough that the fog constricted her view of their end. Still, she pressed forward, remaining silent until the side of her foot scuffed against a raised cobblestone. She heard a tiny click and then an eruption. The door to her right shattered, and a loud voice echoed into the street, causing the fae to stumble back, her blade practically waiting to be met with resistance. Blue eyes narrowed in on the blade that was raised above, then on the assailant - "Fucking hell, Leo," she hissed quietly, straightening as he nearly collided with her.
Two for two - neither Beck nor Leo seemed to know how to scout properly. Of course, she wasn't any better, wandering around by herself - but holy hell. She made a note to bring it up to Caleb.
"I'm fine," she whispered sharply, her gaze flicking from one end of the street to the other, before meeting Leo's. The expression on his face caused hers to soften, and she nodded, repeating once more, "Really, I'm fine." Such a pretty lie.
"Well if anyone's out there, they know we're here now. Did you find anything?"
Juniper listened to beck stammer out an apology, all the while acutely aware of the pain in their shoulder, still finding it difficult to move. It was going to take weeks to heal, and likely longer to stop hurting. It could have been a lot worse, too, had they been standing even a few steps further to their right. "Yes, I'm aware it was an accident, Beck." They looked over the poor girl's face, seeing that fear and anxiety written plainly. They sighed, frustrated, with the conversation and with the circumstances around it.
"It was an accident, but you still shot me. The cap- Sinead, didn't tell you to shoot. You let go of that arrow on your own, to try to kill Alys." They lowered their face, but kept their eyes firmly on Beck, looking over the rim of their glasses. "I get you don't like her. But trying to kill her? Over a- a missed dance? I get being angry. It's how my whole thing works, but you can't just- let that out on people you know." Fully aware they were being quite the hypocrite, their voice lowered. "Not on your family."
Vena gave the pyromancer a very skeptical stare about the whole definitely not bit. Maybe it was just one of those one-sided things. They supposed they could understand that. The archer did seem a bit weepy. Vena gave them both a cheerful little wave and sauntered off to continue exploring the building a bit, though they stayed within seeing distance of the other two. They were hardly about to go wandering off on their own - less because they thought they'd find anything here that they couldn't handle, and more because wandering off on their own gave everyone else the opportunity to head out while they weren't looking.
There didn't seem to be much of worth here. Everything was old and falling apart and dead and rotting, which explained why Captain King had such a fascination with the place but didn't say much about this particular lot.
That was definitely a good question to ask, once this little not-romantic argument had come to its conclusion. Vena leaned against the wall to listen in, because they were a nosy sort and completely unashamed of it. Apparently the archer had been trying to shoot someone else, and that - that was where the romance bit came in. Vena shook their head and grinned, then gave the pyromancer a very pointed look and mouthed the word: Romance!
There was plenty that he could say to Caleb, currently, but it would hardly be constructive. Instead, he offered a curt and slow nod, turning to leave the house and pushing open the door with a slap of his palm upon the ice. It didn't take long for him to reach the others-- or, at the very least, to be within shouting distance of the group of wounded.
"MOVE TO THE MANOR." His voice boomed, rattling along the icebound street and walls of the abandoned castle. "CAPTAIN'S ORDERS. NOW."
And then he stalked back to the doors, casting them aside and approaching Caleb. His arms folded; he stopped a few paces away.
"What happened to Sinead?" Emryk stated, gaze narrowed as he fought the approaching fatigue. His eyes were tired; his tone was curt."Did King kill her? Tell me the truth of what happened. To the best of your ability." He took a step forward, at that, and leaned down.
"And tell me why he spared you. The rest of us. Why. I don't care about waiting for the rest-- tell me, so that I may help you, Caleb."
“Really? That would be nice. It’s been so long.” Her tongue moved sluggishly as Nessa spoke, the sweet tang of iron on her tongue and the lick of fire in her throat. Her eyes slid open, half hooded as her unfocused gazed drifted around her surroundings. Was the bottle heavier again? Lighter? She couldn’t tell really, or maybe it was just an irrelevant detail. For now, for this moment, she felt almost content so she was more than happy to let those nagging details get lost in the fog.
“Used to be a walled garden, y’know, tore up half of Gaeta Dearg making it. Used to sneak in when the flowers bloomed to rest beneath a great old willow the Baron let live.” She brought the bottle to her lips again, taking a long and slow pull to wash down the heavy words that lingered on her tongue. ”Always liked lilies, even in the rain.”
She looked up at Lucien for a moment, her expression turning muddled for a moment, before a sluggish smile pulled at her lips. “Thanks, for the shoulder.” A laugh trailed vapor into the cool air, but it was soon gone as she took another drink.
//... into the dark she stepped, but never did she feel free of the gaze...//
Beck would have kept apologizing and saying it was an accident if Juniper hadn't mentioned her name, and the night when Beck had been her most vulnerable.
"Alys killed Matt, Juniper." She said, trying to remind them of what had happened that made the archer raise her bow. Emryk's voice rang through the air. "She's not my family. I was worried she was going to hurt you." Beck said, before following the captain's order.
***
Emryk didn't wait for the others to return to start questioning Caleb. If that was a good or a bad thing, it was hard to tell. One one end, it was one person that could ease it to the crew, specially Emer. On the other, if Emryk decided Caleb deserved punishment for his treason there would be no witnesses to his murder. "King didn't kill her." He leaned forward, with his hands on his knees. A truth. "I did."
"It was either me or her." Caleb raised his wrist, showing the tattoo he didn't have before and wasn't quite sure what it meant. "Either me or her, or all of us."
That… was a big sword, and more gaudy than the dagger that Caleb had given her, somehow. As she spoke he nudged the blade to the side with his own, reminding her she held the hunk of metal and jewel and opulence disturbingly close to him as he out his own away. Awkwardly he ran his fingers through his hair, glad for the warmth of his scalp against the chill in the air, albeit the cool was far less deadly than in the cave beyond, or the wild side of the mountain. Many of them needed rest, though some argued that they didn’t. Leo shook his head in response to Alys’s question after a moment’s pause.
”Nothing here is threatening, or useful. Not even a bar of soap left behind. I wonder how they kept these walls clean without it.” He glanced backward into the building he had charged from, crossing his arms to clutch the edges of the cloak that had been wrapped around him during their brief rest before delving into the tunnel. Unless some of King’s crew are still hiding in one of the buildings I haven’t searched there is nothing here but dead bodies and junk. He looked down at her pointedly, a moment of indecision.
”You should take a break for a little while. I will stand guard just in case, but you look like you’re about to drop.” It was a dangerous attempt, one that was almost as likely to arouse that angry version of Alys that had spat hatred at everyone inside the tunnel as it would bring out the star studded confidante he had avoided for so long already. In the end he decided either was fine, they were both Starbird in their own way. As long as she got some rest.
”MOVE TO THE MANOR. CAPTAIN’S ORDERS. NOW.”
Leo sighed heavily as Emryk’s voice echoed around them like a bell, the crystal structures seeming to vibrate from the force of his voice. ”And you thought I was being too loud?” Leo stood for another moment, unmoving, silently looking at Alys. ”You should have stayed by me. Caleb will always choose himself first, no matter how he feels about you.”
Caleb had left her on the doorstep. Which was fine. She loved doorsteps. They were great. Practically designed for sitting on. And for that matter, they were pretty good for lying on, too. Even if that meant risking that certain big, loud lizards might step on you (which, in his defence, he did not). Really, she wasn't sleeping; she was just resting her eyes. It was so much darker inside her own head. That was nice. She didn't have to close her eyes. Even in the dark, she could see everything. There was stone, everywhere, all around her. And bones, too. So many bones. Skulls set into the walls; femurs built into arches; entire murals made entirely from bits of people. Strange, though--she couldn't feel them. Millions of bones, and none of them dead?
And at the heart of it all, in the place where she (was it her? or was it someone else? she felt so cold and wet and old and empty) was standing: a cavern, the size of the world. An empty eye at its heart. It wasn't watching her. It wasn't meant to watch. It was meant for something else.
But it was speaking. She could hear it.
Why did"you leave me? you promised to take away my hunger,"and then you died, and"became yourself; you sewed yourself to your wrist,"and I feel the pain of it, I "cannot be rid of it, deep in this hollow place where there is no flesh but the rats and the parts of you that you gave me to keep your promise, and"I want to be whole, I gave you my flesh, I remember"your face the day you came into the depths and you killed you and breathed deep of your own air and were remade,"remade,"remade, into yourself, what you had always been, into me, a way for me to sate my hunger, which is endless, the hunger that"I cannot be rid of because it is what I am and so long ago you promised to make it better, promised to share it and make it lighter, and to return to me every day, and yet I am so lonely, and my hunger"remains mine alone, and there are so many parts of you who do not know me, so many parts of you who have no face and no teeth and no heart and no stomach, so that I cannot feel them, but I can feel you, why did you leave me? you promised to..."
She couldn't understand a word of it. Just the buzzing of cicadas. Oh well. This wasn't a bad place to rest. One of the others would come get her when it was time to go back to the crystal city, and to her own pains and hungers. Maybe they'd know what the eye was saying.
“The only thing that ever stopped me being exactly who I wanted,” she said, “was the worry that I would soon be dead … and now I am dead, and I am sick of roses, and I am horny for revenge.” -Harrow the Ninth, by Tamsyn Muir
The sorceress rolled their eyes at Vena's prompting, though they weren't exactly wrong. At the end of the day, this did all boil down to a bit of romantic jealousy. Juniper sighed, and shook their head, trying to keep from thinking of home. Beck was right, partly. Alys had killed one of them, but... she'd been brainwashed, right? It wasn't her, right? "She wasn't in control of herself. We both know that." They began to follow after the girl, following the echoing sound of Emryk's voice.
They hesitated for a moment on their way to the manor following the last statement from Beck. They stayed silent for a moment, walking and stewing in their thoughts, before speaking. "... You're the one who hurt me, though. Because you wanted to kill her."
That line of conversation was quickly interrupted, however, by proximity to Hester, lying on the steps of the manor. She seemed to have gotten worse, despite the care Emer had given her, and was currently rambling incoherently about hunger and feelings. Given the stress of the day, Juniper was quick to assume it likely had something to do with her specific specialty, magic wise. Leaving the conversation with Beck where it was, they stepped forwards, kneeling beside the necromancer. "Hester? Can you hear me? Are you alright?"
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Well. The voice did seem worried about her. It didn't feel right to relax in the warm dark of the catacombs when--oh, gates, what the fuck?
Her eyes snapped open. It was all she could do to swallow a scream. The taste of blood-- But no, that was from her own tongue, from when she'd bitten it, not from the--from whatever; from God, from the Rat-King, from--
She needed to calm down. And to answer Juniper's question. Looking like a liability here would be--oh, good, her fear was back! Lovely!--no, don't get sidetracked; it would not be good, under present circumstances. Where was her construct?
"I--" Too shrill. Pause. Swallow. Try again. "I must have been having a nightmare. Or something. I don't know. I'll--get out of your way; I don't know why I was lying down here, I, um... I don't know; it's so bright in here." Gods, but it was bright. "Are you alright? Did you--did you hear anything? In your head?"
“The only thing that ever stopped me being exactly who I wanted,” she said, “was the worry that I would soon be dead … and now I am dead, and I am sick of roses, and I am horny for revenge.” -Harrow the Ninth, by Tamsyn Muir