The romantic dispute ended, both because the Captain yelled for everyone to come back - impressive set of lungs on that one - and because the sorceress decided to go do something about the girl currently on the floor having a giggle. That left Vena with the archer, who hopefully didn't have any romantic notions about them that she thought were worth putting an arrow in about. Vena gave her a shrug, then moved along with the sorceress towards the loopy lass, who was having a whole conversation with herself.
Vena decided not to interrupt.
"So, mind control, then?" More to the archer than anyone else - they should really learn people's names, but these people just were not introducing themselves, probably because they thought Vena was a bastard, for which they couldn't really place any blame. "Well that explains why he wanted you people to go in first."
A nightmare seemed reasonable enough to Juniper. They still had dreams about their limited time aboard the Truth Teller, and about their escape from it. Who they had lost, what they had seen... Hester had been there much longer than they had. It was no wonder her sleep was troubled. They took a seat near her. "Can't say I heard anything, no. I'm- fine. Mending. Shoulder still hurts, but it's better than it was." They took special care to speak calmly, almost nonchalantly, hoping that it would help calm her nerves.
"Right, you asked about your construct earlier. Emryk called for everyone to head into the manor, but... if you still need to find it, I can try to help? If you want, of course. Don't have much else to do here, until we find a way out." It kept them busy as well, so they wouldn't have to have any awkward conversations with Alys, or try to reason what had happened to the c- Sinead, or worry about just how awful their sleep is going to be, being this cold and far from a place they knew. The bones littered about didn't help either.
"Shit, sorry," Alys mumbled, after her raised sword had gently been moved away with Leo's blade. It was the first of many apologies her friend deserved; that realization brought a pinkish hue to her cheeks as she remembered the utter bullshit she'd spewed. And the other thing - of course. Guilt began to bubble to the surface as the faces of those she'd harmed - one way or another - flashed within her mind, tears threatening - no. It wasn't the time nor the place. Swallowing hard, Alys forced a quiet chuckle. "You might be right. But you can just catch me if I do." For once, true words, words that felt right. She trusted him. She really shouldn't do that.
The echo of an impossibly loud voice caused Alys to stiffen and shake her head in irritation. Yes, Leo determined they were alone, but fuck , the rest didn't know. Or maybe they did - after all, Beck had returned from her half-assed, independent scouting trip. Gods forbid another ice sculpture lingered by the perimeter, or the feathery undead, or Naveen's vampire friends, or...
...no matter how he feels about you...
A tightness in her chest arose, but she ignored it, choosing to take a step forward - back to the others. "Come on, we'd better go... Leo, what do you mean by that?" Had he seen something he wasn't supposed to? Or heard something? Or better yet, was he confided in?
When Alys stepped forward she stepped away from Leo, half faded smile elicited from her chuckle still tinting his face as he considered his words carefully. He knew he would have to explain; he always had to talk more to get his point across. Considering his limited experience in conversation he supposed it couldn’t be helped, but at times like these he wished that he could simply tell someone what he wanted to say. It was never that easy, though.
”Caleb,” a pause as he tapped his chin. ”Caleb is like the Captain.” Could he really say that, though? He had known neither for a significant amount of time despite how well he felt he could see the Quartermaster, and when it came to Sinead he could only attest to overheard words and observed actions. ”And they’re both kind of like King. They all have these goals, things that they want that they would sacrifice anything and anyone for. If it came down to a choice between you or whatever Caleb wants…” Sometimes the best he could do was speak, and hope the words he chose were right.
Leo finally took that step forward, drawing level again with Alys and gently setting a hand on her arm. ”You can’t trust people who only care about themselves. He isn’t like you; Sinead doesn’t want him to be.” Leo’s hand fell away and he began walking in the direction Alys had started.
Alys didn't know why Leo continued to surprise her. She knew he was learning, that he didn't know some things, that his main skills were killing and cleaning. But she also knew he was intelligent, observant, loyal... so why was she surprised? Why was she so affected by the truth behind his words?
Truth. A truth she needed to hear. She didn't expect him to choose her - that had to remain her truth.
Caleb had his ambitions, yes, but so did she. She'd done something he'd wanted - of her own choice, of course - something that sacrificed another.
As Leo began to walk back, Alys followed slowly, just a couple steps behind. One foot in front of the other - unconscious movements as her thoughts raced. Leo's words lingered, causing the guilt and emotion she'd shoved down to resurface, her vision growing blurry once more.
As they neared the portal, Alys felt her throat constrict as she finally whispered, "L-Leo?" She wasn't as good as he believed. Her hands joined together, the hilt of the sword dangling in her grasp, bloodied fingers anxiously pulling on one another.
There was a moment, as Caleb leaned forward in silence, of mounting revelation within the Baron's gaze. The natural response, of course, was who did? -- a question with an answer he was already keenly, morbidly aware of, though it was an answer even he was too ashamed to speak aloud. His eyes widened; his brow creased.
I did.
Emryk stared.
"... what."
His mouth hung open in a half-grimace. One step closed the distance to the quartermaster-turned-Captain, then another; Caleb's words fell upon death ears, and a hand locked upon his collar to rip him from the sofa and carry him, the pair pushed up against the nearest wall as Emryk leered over him. "You-- what." Both hands gripped his shirt, now, threatening to tear it; his teeth were bared, amber eyes set alight. Horror-- pain-- confusion. One hand cocked away from the man's cheek, the knurled back shown in a flash...
... but the strike never came, hovering in the air a good few moments before lowering, slowly, to his side. The Baron looked away with a huff, gaze clenching shut as his head fell low and shook.
"Have we all gone mad." He growled. If they had, he would not join them. The hand that gripped Caleb's collar released, dusting his shoulder with a firm pat before he stepped away, snorting a burst of air from his nostrils as fingers moved to pinch the bridge of his snout. "You-- you killed-- I don't understand. She was practically infatuated with you, with the way she sang your damned praises. Or was that a mere cover?" Emryk muttered, the questions more rhetorical musings than they were any sort of interrogation. "All this damned travel, the deaths, the injuries, and for what. A fool's errand."
His steps began to thud along the parlor as he approached a nearby wall, cocked his fist back, and promptly cracked a fist against it. The wall shuddered, and he pulled his arm away from the spiderweb cracks and visible dent upon its face. Still, he refused to face Caleb.
"Consider your next actions carefully, Captain." Emryk muttered, rubbing at the knuckles of his hand with a practiced gesture. "I will not be your messenger to be shot. I will not harm you, nor will I speak against you-- but I will pray that you find the sense to tell the rest. Lies are wounds, Captain. Left alone and untreated, they fester and kill. The worse the injury, the worse the fate-- and the quicker the rot." Another shake of his head. Earth below, he hardly liked the woman. But death? Was that what awaited him, should he step out of line or make enemies aboard the ship? Was his mercy misplaced, his compassion a weakness? No-- no, he needed to be true. True to himself, and true to her."Speak candidly, and pray that they spare you."
This was beyond him, now. Emryk turned to face Caleb, finally, and began to walk once more-- his stride taking him past the man, beyond the parlor arch. "You wished to be Captain of the Hard Nox, then. Congratulations." He spared a glance over the shoulder, gaze hardened-- but not without remorse. Pity, almost. "You're at her mercy, now. No greater honor."
And then he was gone, disappearing to the doorway to step outside. He needed to think-- and wait for the others to arrive. If he could help it, the Captain would remain alive-- at the very least, to explain himself and receive judgement.
"Can't say I heard anything, no. I'm- fine. Mending. Shoulder still hurts, but it's better than it was." They took special care to speak calmly, almost nonchalantly, hoping that it would help calm her nerves.
Hester blinked. Juniper was still doing their best to be nice to her. That was... Odd. There wasn't any real need for it, at this point. Did they think she was unstable? Or were they trying to get in with her to use her for something later, after they'd made it out of whatever this situation was?
Well. Her spirit had just been torn open, not that they knew that. Maybe kid gloves were in order. Still. It'd be nice if they just came out and said what they wanted.
Right, you asked about your construct earlier. Emryk called for everyone to head into the manor, but... if you still need to find it, I can try to help? If you want, of course. Don't have much else to do here, until we find a way out."
"I--did. Lose my construct, I mean. Somehow. I don't know, um... I'd..." That was unexpected! Why would they offer that? Were they planning to take her somewhere quiet and execute her as a traitor? Or was this an attempt to lure her away from some important conversation that the captain didn't want her to here?
No. Honestly, she didn't believe either of those possibilities. Not right now. She was too tired for paranoia. It'd be nice to let herself believe that someone was just trying to be kind, for once.
She cleared her throat. "That would be lovely. Thank you."
“The only thing that ever stopped me being exactly who I wanted,” she said, “was the worry that I would soon be dead … and now I am dead, and I am sick of roses, and I am horny for revenge.” -Harrow the Ninth, by Tamsyn Muir
Caleb stiffened as the baron got closer, and for good reason. He didn’t resist for he had no way to, not with a lizard-man double his size - but he reached for the syringe with the poppy’s milk in his pocket - a necessary measure in case he decided to resort to violence.
He wouldn’t have it, not anymore, not ever again. Caleb waited for the strike, prepared to pierce the needle on Emryk’s shoulder, but the hit didn’t come. Once Emryk stepped back Caleb slowly let go of his weapon and stood up straight, adjusting his collar and watching the man as he avoided watching him.
“I told you, it was to save the crew.” A lie. But was it, really? She was practically infatuated with you, with the way she sang your damned praises. The way he spoke of her sounded nothing like the woman he knew.
“Caleb is my second. I trust him.”
“Honor is something the Hard Nox never had, baron. You should know this by now.” He said as Emryk walked away, but his words stayed behind.
***
Suddenly Hester the necromancer started mumbling odd things and Juniper ran to her rescue, leaving Beck to the company of the bloodied person.
“What do you mean?” She asked, curious about what was likely a throwaway out loud thought. Beck had never seen Solomon King in person until that day, but after she’d heard of him aboard the Nox and seeing what he did to the corpses at the lake, it was easy to put together that that wrinkly, scary looking elf was the captain of the ship of death that followed the Nox to Fen Manor. “Has he been following us this whole time?”
Her voice moved slower as what little alcohol was in there took effect. Either that, or it was the fatigue that came from no longer having to worry about starvation, having a stomach filled to bursting when otherwise it would be hollow. Lucien had known that feeling, once. In the days after he became who he was now, after his transformation. The hunger had been insatiable, and the man who he thought was dead still lingered, pulling his fangs back from the necks of the innocent.
“Lavender…” Lucien said slowly. “Whenever the spring came, Delilah was sure to plant her own patch of lavender, regardless of what anyone said.” A soft chuckle hummed from Luciens’ throat, quiet to all but the fledgeling beside him. “Every day she’d show me how much it had grown, how proud she was of those little flowers.”
Lucien gently took the bottle from Nessa’s hands, bringing it to his lips and feeling the warmth fill him before passing it back to her. He was uncharacteristically clumsy, however, and some must have splashed upon his face. What else could explain the thin trail of moisture on his cheek?
“Of course, Nessa.” He said. “I would not let you come apart.” Lucien noticed the silence in the cavern, the absence of others. He nudged Nessa gently with his shoulder. “We should join the rest of the crew.”
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The Baron would have left, had it not been for Caleb's reply; instead, he stopped in the doorway out of the parlor, hand clenched in a white-knuckled grip that dug his talons into the soft scaleflesh of his palm. No honor.
After a moment, he turned, gaze pained-- but resolute.
"Then CHANGE THAT!" He yelled, taking a step back into the room. "Or do you think you're a mere slave to fate and nature?" His footsteps returned towards the boy, and once more, he stood before the Captain; a hand gestured beyond the walls of the manor, out to the promise of safety aboard the ship. "This is your damned home, Caleb-- and these are your people. For better or for worse. The Hard Nox never had honor-- but you are the Captain, now. YOU decide its fate. Nobody else."
A finger touched Caleb's chest, above the heart. Accusatory. "If it was truly to save the crew, Captain..." His voice dropped low, now, as his eyes seemed to flicker with a moment's remorse. "... then make the crew worth saving. Or will you continue to let Sinead cast a shadow over you for as long as you live, even in death?"
“And you think I don’t fucking know that?!” Caleb shouted, smacking away Emryk’s authoritative finger. If there only was a step for him to climb on to look at him eye to eye, instead he looked up from under him, like a child standing up to their father. His eye began tearing up, which only increased the intensity of the anger and all the other feelings buried under, fighting to climb back up.
He parted his lips to reply, but the words got stuck in his throat. It was his turn to look away, lowering his head.
“She’s gone.” His voice cracked. “Like Matt, Soren, Gee, Jarys and all the others.”You weren’t here to see it. Caleb’s jaw clenched and he wiped the corner of his eye with his blood stained finger, before it could slip out. “Ten fucking years…” He muttered, with a chuckle. There he was, crying over the death of a woman he purposefully killed. She’d love to see it.
Emryk's gaze flashed a heated amber before his smacked finger withdrew, folding back to his chest as his arms crossed over one another. He looked as if he were on the verge of tears; at this, the Baron's gaze seemed to soften, eyes creasing with some faraway memory of what it had been like to feel anger, betrayal, fear.
Ten years.
"I don't know." Emryk replied. A moment later, he offered his words once more. "Does it matter?"
His hand rose again, and settled gently atop the Captain's shoulder.
"You cannot bring them back, Caleb, but you can honor their sacrifice by becoming a better man. By standing vigilant; by looking out for those that remain." The Baron did not smile, nor did he frown-- if Caleb were to look at him, he would find only stalwart determination. "Chin up, now. The last thing this crew needs is their Captain out of sorts." His hand gave a reassuring squeeze of the shoulder, then withdrew; his arms crossed once more along his chest, and he stepped away, towards the window. The uncertain glance he spared through crystalline glass betrayed his own anxieties. Would his words even matter? Was sympathy a foregone conclusion? Would they even spare him a moment to explain himself, or merely kill him on the spot?
"You do not gratify your enemies with pain, Captain." He muttered, his distant stare piercing through the window and out to the frigid expanse of the estate that lay beyond. "You defy them with strength."
“Such a lovely flower, lavender, must have been beautiful.” Nessa was still, for a long moment, the low light glittering in the amber of her eyes, perhaps the only proof she was still awake. It was nice just to rest. Everything was wrong, but it was still and quiet for now. A faint hum escaped her lips at the mention of them rejoining the remainder of the crew.
“Yes, I suppose so,” Nessa said. She brought the bottle up to her lips and drained what remained of it. Nessa allowed herself another breath of rest before she leaned away from Lucien’s shoulder, looking out at the cavern.
“Should probably gather up some of the gems as we head down. A waste if we’re leaving empty handed.”
//... into the dark she stepped, but never did she feel free of the gaze...//
Post by ShoddyProduct on Jul 15, 2023 19:01:38 GMT
Juniper offered a small, tired smile and a nod. They had a deal then. Once they were done with whatever Caleb was wanting, they'd search for the construct. Given the description they'd been given, it'd probably be pretty distinct, something hard to miss if they actually found it. From inside the manor, very suddenly, they heard shouting, and what sounded like Emryk and the captain. It sounded... intense.
They stood quietly and made their way to the door. Juniper couldn't make much out, but it sounded important, almost angry. Usually when shouting like this began, it ended with someone hurt, and they couldn't lose anyone else. They were already on their back foot, they were all tired and hurt. "We should head in," they said to Hester, before pushing the door open to see the two, just at the end of Emryk's speech. The changeling gave a nod to Caleb. "Hello, Baron Emryk. I hope you're well," they said, somewhat awkwardly, from the door.
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"Following? No, of course not - got here first and waited for you lot to handle the riff-raff." Vena didn't see any reason not to answer at this point - it wasn't like they had any particular loyalty to Captain King, and since Captain King had already gotten what he was after, he probably didn't care about any of this either. "We should go, and make sure those two don't fall over." The fire mage and the necromancer seemed to have finished their little heart-to-heart, or ash-to-bone or whatever it was they were having over there, and apparently the Captain was waiting for them.
Not for Vena, but they were going along anyway. They got there just behind the others, who had more or less managed at not falling over. The sorceress stopped and lurked in the doorway, which was rude, because that was what Vena wanted to be doing. Someone else always took the best lurking spot. Shame, that. "'Scuse me," they offered instead, brushing past and into the building. It looked like it had seen better days, or perhaps better decades. They poked a chair, which released a puff of dust, causing Vena to make a face.
Probably better to stand. Wouldn't want to get dirty.