Post by Cassidy on Jan 17, 2022 4:11:54 GMT
Cassidy DeWitt
I had to think about this for the longest time among so much else. A lot of sleepless nights went into this decision. The first of many.
One that my NanoSym was still not agreeing with. After all, I had everything to lose from this. That and my tactical advantage over Kore as the NanoSym reminded me. It had its own safety to worry about. If I revealed everything to Kore, then itself would be exposed to possible consequence.
After all, how would Kore react?
And how would Kore handle me in the future if we were ever at odds? Would we be at odds? Or would it work out? Or would I be the coward I was last time and just run away from this?
So many questions. Questions for myself. Questions for Kore. Questions Kore probably had about me. Questions about things not even related to this conversation.
To say I was struggling here was an understatement.
But the fact remained Kore knew, and I would have to either face that or just stay away.
This conversation would decide that. This and this alone would be what determined the course of our friendship. If it was really as important as it seemed or if it was just something to let go.
Because I wasn't even sure myself right now.
I wasn't sure of anything. Not a single thing.
Because I had the most important question of them all in the palm of my hand. One that I think Kore would give a straight answer to. She was always a straight shooter with me, even if I wasn't.
I took a deep breath and straightened myself and my clothing. All I wore was a pair of baggy jeans, red shoes, a black shirt with a white collar, and red collared shirt over it. Nothing too fancy. I had my messenger bag strapped around my person.
I gazed at the front door.
Make or break time, as one might say.
I walked up the steps of the building before arriving at the door.
And I knocked.
And I waited.
One that my NanoSym was still not agreeing with. After all, I had everything to lose from this. That and my tactical advantage over Kore as the NanoSym reminded me. It had its own safety to worry about. If I revealed everything to Kore, then itself would be exposed to possible consequence.
After all, how would Kore react?
And how would Kore handle me in the future if we were ever at odds? Would we be at odds? Or would it work out? Or would I be the coward I was last time and just run away from this?
So many questions. Questions for myself. Questions for Kore. Questions Kore probably had about me. Questions about things not even related to this conversation.
To say I was struggling here was an understatement.
But the fact remained Kore knew, and I would have to either face that or just stay away.
This conversation would decide that. This and this alone would be what determined the course of our friendship. If it was really as important as it seemed or if it was just something to let go.
Because I wasn't even sure myself right now.
I wasn't sure of anything. Not a single thing.
Because I had the most important question of them all in the palm of my hand. One that I think Kore would give a straight answer to. She was always a straight shooter with me, even if I wasn't.
I took a deep breath and straightened myself and my clothing. All I wore was a pair of baggy jeans, red shoes, a black shirt with a white collar, and red collared shirt over it. Nothing too fancy. I had my messenger bag strapped around my person.
I gazed at the front door.
Make or break time, as one might say.
I walked up the steps of the building before arriving at the door.
And I knocked.
And I waited.