Post by Lily Pond on Dec 31, 2021 23:30:18 GMT
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The interior of the black car was quiet as it nestled itself into a parking space at Hope’s Garden. Normally it would be overflowing with loud music, the driver and sole occupant causing irreparable damage to her ears as she screamed along to the music. Today, however, the radio was off, with no noise filling the space save for the hum of the engine. As she turned the key, that too, quieted, leaving Lily to sit in silence. She made no move to exit the car, her eyes still staring straight ahead. She didn’t want to do this. She didn’t have to. She could just drive away, call back, apologize profusely and reschedule. Again. For the third time. Lily let out a long sigh as her forehead settled against the steering wheel.
What are you so worried about? It’s just gonna be some old guy having you lay on a couch, asking you how you feel. You can bullshit this, have him say there’s nothing wrong with you, and be out in 30.
That part of Lily’s brain had been pestering her the whole way here. It’s what had caused her to cancel the past two appointments. The idea that nothing was wrong with her, that she was making a big deal out of it, that since nobody was telling her something was wrong meant she was fine. True, she didn’t have friends pestering her to go seek therapy, but her recent slip-ups had shaken her far more than they would if she was fine. With a groan she pulled herself up, checking her phone to make sure she hadn’t missed her appointment. Unfortunately, she hadn’t.
Fuck it.
Before she could think any more about it, Lily pushed open her door and quickly exited her car, pulling the dark blue bomber jacket closer around her, hoping the thought of its previous owner would help keep her from getting back in the car and driving away. A quick walk later and she was inside the brightly lit, yet still somewhat cozy space. She walked up to the reception desk, speaking much more reservedly than anyone would have expected from her .
“Hi, I’m Lily Pond. I have an appointment with Dr. Holt for 2pm.”
The interior of the black car was quiet as it nestled itself into a parking space at Hope’s Garden. Normally it would be overflowing with loud music, the driver and sole occupant causing irreparable damage to her ears as she screamed along to the music. Today, however, the radio was off, with no noise filling the space save for the hum of the engine. As she turned the key, that too, quieted, leaving Lily to sit in silence. She made no move to exit the car, her eyes still staring straight ahead. She didn’t want to do this. She didn’t have to. She could just drive away, call back, apologize profusely and reschedule. Again. For the third time. Lily let out a long sigh as her forehead settled against the steering wheel.
What are you so worried about? It’s just gonna be some old guy having you lay on a couch, asking you how you feel. You can bullshit this, have him say there’s nothing wrong with you, and be out in 30.
That part of Lily’s brain had been pestering her the whole way here. It’s what had caused her to cancel the past two appointments. The idea that nothing was wrong with her, that she was making a big deal out of it, that since nobody was telling her something was wrong meant she was fine. True, she didn’t have friends pestering her to go seek therapy, but her recent slip-ups had shaken her far more than they would if she was fine. With a groan she pulled herself up, checking her phone to make sure she hadn’t missed her appointment. Unfortunately, she hadn’t.
Fuck it.
Before she could think any more about it, Lily pushed open her door and quickly exited her car, pulling the dark blue bomber jacket closer around her, hoping the thought of its previous owner would help keep her from getting back in the car and driving away. A quick walk later and she was inside the brightly lit, yet still somewhat cozy space. She walked up to the reception desk, speaking much more reservedly than anyone would have expected from her .
“Hi, I’m Lily Pond. I have an appointment with Dr. Holt for 2pm.”